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| From | Janithor <Janithor@comcast.net> |
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| Newsgroups | alt.checkmate, alt.usenet.kooks, sci.physics |
| Subject | Re: ❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄ A depressing story I found ❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄❄ Snowflake ❄ |
| Followup-To | alt.checkmate |
| Date | 2018-10-07 22:29 -0700 |
| Organization | albasani.net |
| Message-ID | <ppepvf$ume$1@news.albasani.net> (permalink) |
| References | <MPG.362484cb4702242994edd@news.altopia.com> <ktqdnR35_KxPdCfGnZ2dnUU7-VHNnZ2d@giganews.com> |
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Followups directed to: alt.checkmate
x-no-archive: yes On 10/7/2018 10:23 PM, Your Friendly Neighbourhood Puppy Whistle Holder Emeritus 🐶笛 wrote: > On Sun, 7 Oct 2018 22:02:55 -0700, LO AND BEHOLD; "The Anti-Muslim > Wannabe Homegrown Terrorist Posting as "💩 <ricksabian1@gmail.com>"" > determined that the following was of great importance and subsequently > decided to freely share it with us in > <MPG.362484cb4702242994edd@news.altopia.com>: > >> I found this story on Quora, and it was a real bummer... >> >> "When I was 6, I put a kitten in a plastic container. I closed the lid. >> It was one of those air-tight containers. I didn?t know that. I was >> pretending that she was an astronaut and having a space travel. >> >> Then there was my favorite cartoon on television. I instantly got >> engrossed. Back then cartoon channels had this successive airing scheme >> that got kids to binge-watch. I spent maybe a couple hours watching TV. >> Then I returned my attention to the transparent container. >> >> The kitten was lying on her side and looked like she was sleeping. I >> opened the lid. The kitten didn?t move. I touched her and she was warm. >> So I thought she was sleeping. >> >> Hours passed and the sun went down. She hadn?t moved at all. I got >> worried. I got back to the container and saw that her eyes were half >> open. I still remember it vividly. Her eyes glistening in the gloom of >> the living room. Then it clicked and I touched her chest. It was cold. I >> will forever remember the cold panic that crept up my arm and ran >> through my entire body. >> >> I cried for hours. My mom returned at night and she cried too. She tried >> to comfort me saying it was a mistake but I cried the entire day, and >> next morning, I remembered what I had done and started crying again. >> I?d watch TV, then cry during the commercial break, then watch cartoons >> again, then cry again. I felt most horrible. I tried to strangle >> myself, to experience what the kitten must have felt until she died. >> Suffocation felt terrible but never as much as the guilt. >> >> Fast forward 10 years and I was 16 and one of the unhealthiest teenagers >> around. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and I was starting to >> hear things. It first started as a little girl singing somewhere. I?d >> lie in my bed in my quiet room and I?d hear this girl singing, uncanny >> melodies with unintelligible words. Had I lived in an apartment, I?d >> have regarded it as a neighbor down or upstairs, but I lived in a >> detached home. I never mentioned this to anyone because thanks to >> bipolar disorder I had done a fair amount of research on mental >> disorders and this symptom was clearly pointing at schizophrenia. I >> tried to ignore it. >> >> Then one day the voice started talking to me. At first it was innocuous, >> such as ?I like that? when I saw a picture of a cake. I absolutely >> ignored all of that internal voice. Then she started asking, ?Why are >> you ignoring me? I am so lonely here.? I was freaking out at that >> point. I had dropped out of school 2 years ago and I never left home. I >> never turned off the lights in my room because I couldn?t bear the idea >> of having to deal with the voice in the dark. I developed insomnia and >> slept during the day, playing video games through the night. I was >> seriously considering killing myself, more sure as days passed. >> >> Then one day, in the afternoon at around 3:00 PM, I fell asleep in my >> bed. Then I instantly opened my eyes, and the sunlight hadn?t changed >> so I thought I was asleep for a few minutes or so. Then I felt a >> presence at the doorway. >> >> I turned my head to look at the doorway and was petrified. There was a >> thing at the doorway looking at me. I can only describe it as a >> creature made of smoke, with glowing red eyes. It was the shape of a >> kitten. It was sitting in a pose that cats often assume, with its >> forelegs upright and hind legs sitting. It was staring at me with its >> glowing red eyes, half-buried in its smoke body which ever so slightly >> billowed to the current of air. I knew it was the kitten. >> >> I have clumsily tried to draw it. >> >> The eyes were glowing, like emitting light. I couldn?t get that right. >> >> In the midst of the intense fear, I felt the long-forgotten guilt. Tears >> were streaming down my face, and I explained to the thing that I was >> sorry, I have been sorry my entire life, and that I was planning to >> kill myself soon anyway so maybe you can take my body. Such gibberish. >> It just kept on staring at me. >> >> Then I was no longer afraid of it. It looked so forlorn and lonely. I >> wanted to give it a hug. My mother had bought the kitten because she >> was feeling sorry for me watching TV all day all alone until her shift >> ended at night. I felt like I was looking at myself at age 6. I just >> wanted to hug it and tell it that it didn?t have to be this way and >> it?s all my fault. >> >> Then I snapped out of it. I was in my room, but the warm afternoon >> sunlight was gone and the blueish cold light of 6:00 PM was filling my >> room. I was still petrified, with cold sweat covering my forehead. I >> couldn?t leave my bed that day, except for the time when I SPNAK!ed out >> of it for 10 seconds to turn on the lights before night took over. >> >> Strangely, the voice was gone after that ?dream.? I heard no voice of >> the little girl or her singing. My brain was quiet. And anxiety was >> gone too. I recovered over the course of years and eventually went to >> college and everything has been stable ever since. >> >> I know logically this was my guilt or rather childhood trauma playing >> with my mind, but still it?s the most uncanny experience I?ve ever >> had." >> >> >> >> Is that fucked up, or what? Maybe it's just a troll... > > all your copy-paste shit always looks like fakey's. > > ?dream.? > it?s > couldn?t > didn?t > hadn?t > > ETC... > > is your newsreader horribly broken? Everything Checky does is bad. Who knew?! (Unsnipped for Gaggles)
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